Bored to death

I am so bored!!! I haven't been out of the the house for three days straight. I could've gone out but i mean i don't want to like go to places where i really won't be doing anything or go to places that would just reitirate my feelings about how this country is a fucking scortching hell hole. I swear i'd just end up cursing anyone i was with. I wish we could've gone to a bazaar or the mall or out of town because its a fuckin long weekend. I'm thinking about ordering in (even though i just did last night), just so i could do something and eat something from outside; to have some proof that the outside world still exists. ARRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!! It's just so annoying. Oh well. This sucks.


*Today i am thankful for air conditioning!!!
*Today i am grateful for nada...i sooo cannot rationalize right now.